♥ Thursday, December 27, 2007
Can I find someone trusted to let go of all my emotions to him or her??? I really feel very tired of everything...
Perhaps letting everything go is the best solution.. Letting everything go means crying out??? Maybe... Crying maybe really lets people feel better in many ways as you simply let go of things in your tears...
I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING!!!
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 21:35
Does everyone makes regretful decisions in their life??? I do... And a lot of times too..
How can I prevent myself from making regretful decisions??? I really want to know how... It may possibly makes me feel better... Can anyone tell me the way???
I really don't like the feeling of regretting after making a certain decision... It will put me in the dumps for several hours and if it's worse, several days...
Can I just get rid of the feeling of regret???
The regretful decisions have been making me feel so bad because of it's after effects... Those decisions don't just end there... It will continue on and makes people feel more worse sometimes and even add on to some other future decisions and plans... Haix...
What can I do??? I really really regret making those acts or decisions...
How I wish that I can turn back time to undone those decisions or acts... But... as usual.. That is only a wish, not at all realistic...
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 21:17
♥ Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Had quite a boring christmas in the afternoon... At first plan to wake up early in the morning to go to the wet market to take photos for my GEMs... But in the end... OVERSLEPT!!! lolx... woke up in the noon ard 12... By the time i reach there... It was ard 1230 like tat... So.. I faster take some pics and went back home...
Den I was slacking ard at home until my BFF(Mi Yun) asked me to go out... lolx... We went out for a purpose, which is to find lego toy... wahahaha... So, we went orchard and OMG!!! There were so many people sia... All ard the place I saw heads and heads and still heads... hahaha... but the decorations there were amazing... And there was a performance going on when we were there... Too bad I didn't had a chance to take any pics of the decorations there... It was really beautiful!!!
We went to alot of places in orchard... But, still can't find the toys at all as it is not produced anymore... So, we went to buy a christmas present for my brother... Wahaha... I very good right... I will not say what it is and how much it cost... Just in case... Hees...
It was ard 10 when we finished walking and proceed to the bus stop to take 123... Lucky us... The bus was just there when we were abt to reach the bus stop... If not it's going to be a super long long long wait..
Just reached home not long ago and had a shower b4 i started on this entry.. Wahahaha... It's time to give my tired legs a rest... Hees... It's still a pity and regret not being able to take the pics in orchard...
And hor... Mi Yun, I nv took any pics with u b4 wor... U my BFF leh.. How can like tat... lolx... Next time go out mus take lots of pics ar... Btw... I really had a great great time going out with u... Hees.. =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:02
♥ Monday, December 24, 2007
It's Christmas Eve!!! And I am sure a lot of people are going down to orchard all those places for countdown and to celebrate this Christmas.. But not me!!! Saddening right... Celebrating Christmas all alone... It must be great to go down to orchard and see those beautiful decorations hanging around and being around the ones you love...
Afternoon went back to NTUC with Fong to see ah hoon, ellen they all... It's been such a long long long time since I went back... lolx... Is not I don't want to go back visit you all ar... Is I a bit busy with other things, so hard to find time... Hees... Sounds like an excuse right... I think so too...
The things and people there never change at all... Still so friendly... Really miss them a lot... Btw, I went there to be free labour other tha to visit them... lolx.. But I still enjoyed it... Cos I got to see them... Helped betty and ah hoon with some stuff in the office... And when i was alone in the office... I took some zilian photos to pass time... Wahahaha...
Some of the pictures taken... Ugly right... =P
Although go there be free labour... I still bought a lot of snacks home(sponsored by my dad).. lolx..
Then, after went back home, went riverside hawker there to have my dinner.. hees.. den went cold storage to buy some chocolates to celebrate my lonely lonely christmas...
Saw the decorations for Christmas at Great World... Seems better than last year... lolx.. Still got Santa Claus and snowman somemore sia...
My Christmas Chocolates!!!
Came back home at around 10 and spend the rest of the day and of cos Christmas with my bear bear family(some bear bear are not in the pic)...
People is singing merry christmas... But for my case... It's lonely lonely Christmas... Sad Case sia... =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:24
♥ Sunday, December 23, 2007
Saw many many couples on the road today.. To tell the truth, I am pretty envious of them... To have someone that love and care for them so much... Its seems as though nothing could break them apart...
Then, I saw one really old couple... They were still holding hands, supporting each other... So curious when I saw them... How did they managed to keep their love alive for so long... Many people are always saying that before you get married, the other party will treat you like a gem.. But, after marriage, the other party will treat you like grass... It don't seem to be true at all.. Just look at the old couple's example... They still treat each other like precious gems....
I believe love will not die off just like that... It is always around us... Is just whether we realise it or not... Know how to catch it or not... Know how to treasure it or not...
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 19:07
PROJECTS!! PROJECTS!! PROJECTS!!!
REPORTS!! REPORTS!! REPORTS!!
I am sooooo tired... Keep rushing projects lately... So many projects due when school reopen... Haix.. Worse still, got presentations... OMG!!! I am really really weak at presentations.. But it is a requirement.. What can I do??
How I wish that I can just let go of everything!!! And then go for a break!!! But, I know it is so unrealistic when I am still a student +++ broke..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 01:03
♥ Saturday, December 22, 2007
I WANT WATCH GOLDEN COMPASS AND CHIPMUNK!!!!
These 2 movies seems so niceee wor... Friends watch le all say niceeee sia... I also wantttttt... But lately everyone seems to be broke leh... So no choice, have to wait till the 2 vcd to be out then buy home watch... Whahaha... Like that also not bad leh... Can watch day and night... Hees... Hope that it's not going to be a long wait...
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 13:24
The first entry of this blog!!! Muahahaha.. Always wanted to have a blog long ago, but cos i lazy to maintain, so in the end, forgot about it....
But now.. It's different... I finally created a blog... Hees... Nothing much for me to say in the first entry... But will continue to blog....
Btw... The clothes in www.shoplah.com is sooooo nice... OMG... How i wish i have lots and lots of money... So i can buy all the clothes... Hahaha...
Gonna stop here... And save the best for later... =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 12:48
