♥ Monday, June 30, 2008
Arrghx.. False alarm today!!! Can't get back ERP results yet.. Mus wait till next week.. But it causes a panic already.. Ms leong has confirmed tat there are ppl who failed.. Ahhhh.. I am so scared tat it will be me.. Haix.. But like what ms leong say: "What's Done Cannot Be Undone".. So no point le.. Only can face the cruel reality..
But there is one thing for sure.. DMDW will be released on wed.. If there's no accidents, SEMP and Gems(QM) will also be released.. OMG!! 3 papers on the same day.. Faint..
Just helped sasa bought the dvd(L Change The World).. And the main point of her buying the show is cos of the free gift, the L magic cube.. Hahaha..
Just reached home not long ago and something happened again.. Haix..
You are the one who ask why are they sending the letters here again to ask for the statements.. You are the one who complained it to me.. And you are the one who ask all the whys and the one who keeps complaining about it.. And now, i helped you asked them thru email, all i ask for is you all de nric etc.. And you tell me now tat what i am doing is so extra.. What is all tis?? I dun tink i am going to care abt the matter anymore.. So tired..
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I WANT TO ESCAPE FROM THIS PLACE..
**Just A Word From You Can Brighten Up My Day =P**
**Again Last Night, No Chance To Chat With You**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 19:21
♥ Sunday, June 29, 2008
Tml will be the start of knowing the cruel fact.. My tests results!! Ahhhh!!!
Tis time reali jialat liao.. I noe tat i wont do well tis time.. Haix.. Can go bang wall le.. Lets just hope tat i can pass all the tests successfully..
Tml is the start of school again.. Need to go back to attend classes, study, do projects etc.. Oh no, i shld say do projects is all the time.. Not just during school term.. Haix haix..
**If You Are Feeling Emo, I Hope I Can Make You Smile..**
**Hope That You Will Message Me.. Thinking Of You!! =P**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 21:54
I am starting to love english songs more and more.. Hahaha..
Still trying out the online and offline for aitec.. Haix.. I wan go out and enjoy too!! =P
**Missing You**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 15:24
Arrrghx.. Stomach there so pain!!!
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 02:20
♥ Saturday, June 28, 2008
Just bought the dvd of "L Change The World".. And it came with 2 freebies.. A L magic cube and a death note key chain.. Hees..
Maybe the magic cube can help me kill time when i am bored.. =P
To mention it as well, the online and offline feature for our aitec assignment.. I have tried, but failed.. Haix..
**Just One Day Not Talking To You, I Am Missing You**
**Thinking Of You Always**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:50
♥ Friday, June 27, 2008
Tired Tired Tired..
It's the only word that i can use to describe today.. We started our project at around 10 plus 11 tis morning.. Cos sasa and i were late.. =P
I reached school at ard 1030 when we were supposed to meet at 10.. Hb and Xm, i am so sorry to have u guys wait!!! But i was still not the latest.. Sasa reached later than me.. Lolx.. I was so shocked.. I tot tat i would be the one latest.. Hees..
After we got settled down and on our laptops, it was already ard 11.. And so, we started on our proj.. Guess wad time we ended.. Ard 8!! OMG!! We worked on our projs for more than 8 hrs.. But of cos.. in the middle we cracked some jokes to entertain ourselves..
During tat time, we saw ppl tat came and went.. LIke Guo Hua, Hui Teng, Vivian, Jia Hui etc.. They went home earlier than us!!! So envious.. =P
Right now, there is only one thing tat my eyes wan to do.. Which is to close them tight for a rest.. Hahaha.. =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:35
♥ Thursday, June 26, 2008
Who is the one performing the stunts?? Of cos it's not me!!! It's my acer laptop..
You may ask, what stunt does it perform?? It auto closes without any warning at all!! Isn't that scary.. If i nv save my work, i realli need to wish for miracle to happen tat the data wont be lost..
So, to all, if i suddenly dc or nv reply u.. Dun blame me!!! It's not what i wan too!!!
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 22:54
I WANT TO ENJOY MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!! But not with projects, tests and exams.. =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 21:44
Having a slight headache right now.. And to add on, my eye is starting again, the pain is coming back.. =(
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 01:27
♥ Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Woohoo.. All my tests finally over!!! Time to relax myself!!! Broke free of all the chains of the tests!!!
Now onli left the results of the tests to panic abt.. But, nvm.. Let's enjoy first and worry later, since i cant change the result anymore.. =P
I WAN ENJOY MY LIFE!!! =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 14:00
♥ Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Now den i reach home.. When my paper ends at 440.. Hahaha..
Let's just forget abt all the papers since they are already over.. I know i wont do tat well de.. Hees..
After my test today, i went to jurong entertainment centre with sasa.. And u noe what we did?? We played arcade!!! It was sooooooo fun.. I reali enjoyed myself thoroughly.. Hees.. I kept laughing and laughing all tis times.. Lolx..
It is as though i dun have any more test.. But, the truth is.. I still got one test tml before i am totally free from tests.. And i enjoyed myself as though all the tests are gone.. Hees.. Ironic rite..
But, tis is life.. I just wan to enjoy it to the fullest.. Lolx..
Sasa, u are a reali reali great company and a fantastic friend!!! Hees.. Now i noe next time can find who go out and enjoy le.. Wahaha.. =P
I HAD A REALI REALI GREAT TIME TODAY!!!
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 19:40
♥ Monday, June 23, 2008
What a "great" day today is..
Today had 2 tests(ERP and DMDW), and you know what, most of the things i memorised previously was all gone when i saw the paper.. Arrghx.. KABOOM!!! Let's just hope i can pass..
That's not the worst yet.. I nearly had a trip twice.. Once in school, and one is on my way home..
And.. My slipper broke when i nearly had a trip on my way home.. Arrghx.. So, i had to drag my feet all the way back home.. Crossing the road, going up and down the steps.. OMG.. It's just so difficult.. How i wish i can just take off my slippers and walk bare footed.. Many people were already looking at the queer way that i was walking.. So paiseh lor..
Tml still got one paper.. SEMP.. Faint le.. It's a security module!! I have never been good with security modules.. HELP HELP HELP!!! The results of last time de security module is still in my mind lor.. As you can guess.. Not good de.. Haix haix..
**Just A Word From You Can Brighten Up My Day =P**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 14:20
I am losing my sleep again.. Sooner or later i am going to become a panda.. Hahaha.. How can i get back my sleep and get rid of my dark circles??? HELP HELP HELP!!! Anyone got any idea???
**I Think Of You**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 02:41
♥ Sunday, June 22, 2008
Haix.. I am getting sick!!! Never eat much also vomit.. Got diahrreoa somemore.. Haix.. Bleah..
Stress Stress Stress..
**My Mind Is Full Of You.. I Think Of You.. =P**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 17:23
♥ Saturday, June 21, 2008
This time jialat le.. I got no more feel to study!!! And my test start on monday!! Let's hope i can get thru all my tests successfully..
My ming is being occupied by so many things now..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 21:40
♥ Friday, June 20, 2008
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 20:36
Many things are now going through my mind...
**I Sent You That Friendster Message With The Wish Of You Cheering Up.. Hope That It Works**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 01:25
♥ Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Let's have a recap of the events that had happened this few days that i did not have a chance to blog...
On monday, i had a very enjoyable day!!! I spent it with my class and my personal tutor (Mr Justin Monreal). We had a bbq at zi qiang's place. Thanks to zi qiang, we managed to booked a bbq pit for free and he was one of the chef on that day. The chefs on monday included guo hua, han bao and xiao ming. All thanks to you guys, we had a fantastic meal. You guys next time can set up a store selling food and for sure, i will be the one who will always patronise your stores.
And of course, one of the most important person who made the bbq a successful that i must mention is hui teng. She cooked beehoon for us. It was really nice!!! Thanks.. Mr Justin also brought ice cream for us although it melted.. Lolx..
Then, when a lot of food was on the table, we began to start eating and of course, start crapping.. The night was full of our laughter.. It was a really really fun day!!! I really enjoy being out with you guys...
For yesterday, i was being woken up by miyun, my best friend forever(BFF), who asked me to go for seoul garden.. Lolx.. I agreed, as it was a pretty long time since i saw her.. We met at lavender to accompany her to apply for her passport. Then, we walked to bugis for our meal at seoul garden.. After the meal, we went chinatown area to buy her shampoo and then, we went tiong bahru to watch a movie.. We watched Kungfu Panda!!! The movie was funny and nice.. No regrets at all, it's worth the money!!!
To end off this entry, i have something to say to all you guys!!!
To Melissa, Han Bao, Xiao Ming, Guo Hua, Zi Qiang, Hui Teng, and of course Mi Yun:
Thanks for making my day so bright and cheerful!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTSSS!!! =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 16:28
♥ Monday, June 16, 2008
Why am i always the one getting all the scoldings, all the naggings and all the extremes from you?? What exactly am i to you?? Why is it that everything you have to blame it to me and vent it on me?? Since when did i create trouble for me and have to you to clean it up for me?? I always have to do it myself. Since when did you ever want to help me??
You always go so soft in front of him, no matter what scoldings or naggings you have for him, it will always be vented on me. Then use those soothing voice to talk to him, advise him and console him. What about me? I am a human too, i have emotions and feelings as well. Have you ever cared at all??
Each time i come back happily, you will always have those thunderstorm face ready for me, and not for him. And most of the times, i will end up being the one with the tears flowing silently, trying not to let anyone notice it. What exactly have i done wrong??
I am so sick and tired of my life. It is as though i am a big mistake from the beginning. Or should i say i shouldn't exist in this family at all. Perhaps, me existing in this world may be a big mistake.
It is supposed to be a happy day today. Why? Why must it always end up like that? Even now i don't have the feeling to write about the bbq today.
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:46
♥ Sunday, June 15, 2008
What exactly is life? Being through all the emotions and feelings, getting through all the obstacles set?
Life is really unpredictable. You will never know what is going to happen the next moment.
If anyone really leaves, no matter what, the ones being left behind will alwaes be sad.
Most of the times, one will prefer to leave first rather than be the one left behind. Is it selfishness or what, i do not know. Perhaps it's because they cannot bear the pain of losing their loved ones.
And to think about it, who can bear the pain of losing their loved ones. Once lost, all they are left with, will only be the memories, and nothing else.
So, don't hesitate with the ideas ot thoughts that you have, just follow your heart and mind, and proceed with it. Just in case, you lose the chance to do it, or even regret that why you never proceed with it during that time.
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 18:33
Am i really that old?? I keep having shoulder aches, back aches nowadays. Is it because of my bad working posture or??
My swollen eyes just went away not long ago, and here comes the pain in my throat. Haix..
I think most of the screws in my body is coming loose!!! (Maybe especially my brain) =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 01:22
♥ Saturday, June 14, 2008
Don't know why, i had a sudden craving for pasta mania... Lolx..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 00:43
♥ Friday, June 13, 2008
Why an i so useless?? I have been trying the validation for aitec assignment for the whole and still fail!!!
If i can't find a way to do it, i am not going to sleep tonight!!!
I really feel so useless...
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 21:06
♥ Thursday, June 12, 2008
Did i even sleep last night?? I can still so clearly remember what did i do in bed last night. I had been tossing and turning the whole night and all the while, aitec codes was in my mind. Then, i suddenly saw a light in the kitchen and knew it was already morning.
I am so tired right now. Did i really sleep at all? Even i myself can't differentiate.
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 07:51
♥ Tuesday, June 10, 2008
I am so tired!!! Can i simply just run away???
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:49
♥ Monday, June 9, 2008
Arrghx... I got swollen eye again!!! Sian...
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 00:37
♥ Friday, June 6, 2008
I simply hate myself for existing in this world!!!!
我真的受够了... 我好想哭... 但是, 又有谁在乎?
我只能自己一个人躲在角落哭..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 20:11
♥ Thursday, June 5, 2008
Sometimes, i am really really tired of my life...
Things are supposed to be enjoyable, but somehow, it never seems to be the case for you and me.
If you are not happy not have breakfast with me, you can just say so. We can just skip it and stay at home. There is no point giving a "black" face for me to see at all.
Sometimes, i really had enough.
Do you know that what you say sometimes, it really hurts me a lot?? I think you never notice. Or should i say, you never notice me at all.
Sometimes, i feel as though i am exploding soon. Keeping too many things inside the heart is not good at all. But, what else can i do???
我真的受够了...
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:50
♥ Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Only 2 words can describe how i feel today.. SUPER TIRED!!!
At first, we planned to do project at yishun community library. But, when we got there, no place was left at all. So, we decided to go yishun's community centre. To our surprise, the community centre do not have any plugs that we can use at all.
Then, we went north point shopping cente in the hope of having plugs that we can use. At macdonalds, we found 2 plugs finally. We quickly plugged in our adapters, but there was no power at all. Then, we went starbucks, we finally found one plug with a 3 pin plug attached to it, but it was snatched by a gal.
And in the end, we went NYP!!! But most of th plugs there don't seem to have power at all.
It seems as though most of the time today we spent it on walking around searching for places to work in instead of spending the time to work on our projects.
It's a real real real TIRED DAY!!!
But Tomorrow Is SHOPPING TIME!!!
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 21:52
♥ Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Headache Headache Headache..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 18:23
♥ Sunday, June 1, 2008
There are many different types of people born into this world. People born with gold spoon, silver spoon, bronze spoon or even plastic spoon. With this, different mindsets of the individuals have been set.
Money may not be omnipotent, but it is definitely a necessity to survive in this world.
With money, you can buy many things but not all.
Without money, you cannot buy things at all.
Comparing the 2 of them, which is better?
But, there are still people who can live happily without money, and people still living unhappily even if they have lots of money with them.
I know that i am in the "without money" category. But, what can i do to live happily without money? Or am i able to get more money and to be happy as well.
Well, that is life for me. Not knowing what is laying ahead, but still have to face it when it comes.
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 21:06
