♥ Friday, October 31, 2008
You can simply say that making decisions is not my strong point.. In other words, i am indecisive..
There are always time when i hate to make decisions totally..
Somehow, i find that sometimes making decisions will either hurt myself or the other party.. And sometimes both.. And that is the situation that i don't want it to happen at all..
Does this proves that i am feeling insecure?? Perhaps it does.. But there's no need to think at all.. I can simply say it out loud here that i am feeling insecure most of the times, or even everytime..
There are times when i hope that someone will give me the sense of security that i needed so much, and have a firm shoulder for me to rely on..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:29
It's just week 3 of the second semester.. But just by doing the fyp, i fell sick!!
Normally i don't fall sick during the first few weeks.. But, what's happening now.. Just week 3, and i have flu and cough together.. Ahhh.. Is my immune system breaking down?? Or am i too stressed??
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 20:13
♥ Thursday, October 30, 2008
First lesson in the morning at 8.. Our group was called to a "meeting" by our lecturer.. And guess what we had to do?
- State our strengths and weaknesses
- State the good and bad points of the other group members
Everyone had their chance to talk.. And some of the things mentioned are pretty true (For My Case).. Well, i guess you all know me so well.. Hahaha..
And now.. It's off to bed!! =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 00:06
♥ Monday, October 27, 2008
School has only started 2 weeks.. And i am already feeling so tired.. I suddenly got a wish.. And it is: to let this semester end faster..
Am i getting tired of school?? Or is it the FYP that is making me think this way.. It seems that we have so much to do for FYP!! And only 1 semester to complete it.. FYP isn't as simple as it seems.. It's a lot more demanding.. And not to mention, other than FYP, we still have other modules that we have to cope.. All the projects, tests, presentations and exams..
It's all collapsing.. Sooner or later, it will be me that will be collapsing..
So little time, but so many things to do!!
**Getting So So Tired That I Want To Give Up**
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 18:14
♥ Sunday, October 26, 2008
Just one word to describe FYP..
STRESSFUL!!!
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 02:00
♥ Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Miyun went to china on monday!! Adn it's going to be a month that i won't see her.. Actually, to be exact, it's 26 days.. But i am missing!! Hahahaha..
Missing the times where we had dinner together, went walk walk together, chat about all the things under the sun and moon.. I simply can't wait for you to come back..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 22:56
♥ Monday, October 20, 2008
Life's so stressful!!
I feel so much like giving up.. School, life, everything..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 20:26
Sometimes feel so tired about school..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 11:26
♥ Thursday, October 16, 2008
School's started..
But somehow.. Things are different..
There are times when i hope that things won't turn out in this way.. It's definitely not what i want.. It's simply hurting..
When things happen.. It's not one side that's hurting.. But both sides.. Both parties hurting..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 20:20
♥ Friday, October 10, 2008
Met miyun just now at evening time at plaza sing.. It's been such a long long time since i met her.. How long exactly?? I can't be sure.. I think it's around 2 or 3 months??
And our final destination was great world.. And had our dinner at Fish & Co.. We ordered a seafood platter for 2.. The servings were scary.. We couldn't finish it, especially the sotong.. So many.. Lolx..
MIYUN!! LET'S MEET UP MORE OFTEN!! =P
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:28
♥ Thursday, October 9, 2008
School's starting in a few days.. How am i feeling?? Happy?? Sad?? I am not too sure too..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 20:56
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 18:22
♥ Saturday, October 4, 2008
Found a job as packer yesterday and it ends yesterday too.. And the job was introduced by linna.. Plus the venue was at imh (also known by many people as hougang chalet)..
To let the truth.. The environment there was pretty amazing.. I somehow understand why is it call a chalet.. The environment there don't look like a hospital, it's more like a chalet..
The job was supposed to start at 2.. But due to some unforseen circumstances, we started at around 3?? I am not too sure of the actual timing.. But i really had a great time there.. Does it sound weird saying that i have a great time there?? What i mean actually is.. I had a great time working with linna, sasa, hanbao and xiaoming.. Somehow it may be tiring, but still, it's fun.. Laughters all around..
As we grow up, the people that you thought is close to you, may not be so.. That's how i feel.. Since young till now and maybe in future, i thought we were close.. But, perhaps i am wrong about it.. Things may be getting different.. Different from what i have thought..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:57
♥ Thursday, October 2, 2008
什么都不想再去想..
只想要开开心心, 简简单单的过生活..
♥ Filmstrip Love @ 23:13
