♥ Sunday, May 31, 2009


Before the day of my work.. I performed housewife duties again.. Hahaha.. Buying those necessities.. Lolx..



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♥ Saturday, May 30, 2009


One more day of complete freedom.. Before i start work on monday.. Let's just hope that i can cope with the work..



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♥ Thursday, May 28, 2009


Went for an interview this afternoon.. And.. Got the job.. As an admin assistant..

Before the interview.. I was sitting at the bus stop, thinking what i should do.. If i should appeal about my appication for nus, or should i just forget it and work.. To be frank, there is a sudden feel of not studying.. So should i continue to study??

I haven never been sure of my life before.. Of where i will go, what i want to be or what i will be in future.. Never sure before.. Even now, i am still so unsure of my life..

Perhaps, it's because of the way i grew up.. Since young, i have never been 100% sure of anything at all..

Can someone please guide me?? And i shall end this entry here..

Okie.. Time for a picture to appear.. The graduation picture that i have on hand now..


Me and Lian Wei.. =P


Me, Sasa and Malcolm.. =P



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♥ Tuesday, May 26, 2009


Okie.. Poly life is officially over for me.. Graduated officially from SP today.. Wearing the robes, going up the stage and collecting my diploma..

The ceremony started at 2pm, but we have to be seated at 1pm in the convention centre.. When 2pm finally arrives, the speeches began.. And then, it's the time to queue up, wait for your turn, go up the stage, smile, shake hand, take picture with the director and go down the stage..

And when it finally ends, it's photo-taking time!! With lecturers, friends.. But all the pictures are not with me.. Haha..

But somehow, i know i will miss the times in SP.. The friends i made.. The times i spent in school.. The fun lecturers.. The jokes.. All of them, in fact, everything.. It all makes up a really great part of my memories.. And it will always be..

And of the jokes made today in DMIT office.. Sasa, you should be the one that is so clear of that joke hor.. Or should say answer that you gave to a lecturer.. Which resulted in a lot of laughters.. Lolx.. =P

P.S. Let's spend more time together!! =P



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♥ Wednesday, May 20, 2009


Meet up with 2 people today.. Yiqian in the afternoon and sasa in the evening..

Met yiqian for lunch at chinatown.. I had fish meat beehoon soup and yiqian had fish meat soup and rice.. And we had otahs too.. Chat all the while during lunch.. You can just imagine how busy we are.. Chatting and eating at the same time.. It's really been quite long since i saw yiqian.. Haha.. I really miss chatting and going out with you.. Let's do this more often..

Then, in the evening.. Met sasa at anchor point.. To look for our white formal for the graduation day.. Went to the G2000 there and found it.. And in there while trying, both of us keep laughing.. Hahaha.. After we bought the shirt, we went around shopping, while deciding where to have our dinner.. In the end, we settled for Jack's Place and had our "candlelight dinner".. Hahahaha.. We ordered the same set meal.. Well, the soup and the main dish is not bad.. But the ice cream tastes a bit weird for us.. Haha.. But, overall the meal is pretty nice..

Of course, as usual.. We chatted and laugh throughout the meal.. Having so much fun.. Hahaha.. It's always fun and nice to meet up with sasa..

Let's go out more often.. Haha.. =P

p.s. Yiqian, Thanks for the lunch!! =P



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♥ Monday, May 18, 2009


Oh dear.. I have been classified as a housewife by someone..



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♥ Saturday, May 16, 2009


Perhaps i am used to keeping things to myself.. But keeping things is one thing.. There are also times when i want to say it out.. To get them out of me.. To make my life easier.. But who can i find??

There is always a limit to everything.. I am not sure where my limit is.. Perhaps the limit will never be met.. But what will i do or become when the limit is met?? Breakdown?? Explode?? Exceeding the limit and continue to keep things in?? A question that i don't have the answer to.. And i don't think i would like to find out..



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♥ Friday, May 15, 2009


Okie.. Waiting time is over.. No more university.. I really don't know whether how should i feel now.. Disappointed?? I really don't know.. I suddenly wish that someone is here with me.. To accompany me.. But once again.. There's no one..



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♥ Wednesday, May 13, 2009


Finally made my first batch of cupcakes!! Hahaha.. And here's the result..

A total of 8 chocolate cupcakes..



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♥ Saturday, May 9, 2009


Okie.. I have just did something a few minutes ago.. And i guess there's no turning for that.. I hope that i won't regret in future or what..

It's a decision made.. And i am going to stick to it.. I guess all i need now is some support.. To assure me that i am not going the wrong way.. Assure me that i won't regret.. Assure me i am doing what i want..



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♥ Thursday, May 7, 2009


Feeling so lost in life.. Not sure what i can do.. It's just like hanging half-way up in the air.. Struggling.. No way in life at all..

Wonder why must people study so much.. Diploma, degree, masters.. Is all this really that important?? Without all these, can't people survive?? Of course can survive.. Then what's the need to study so much.. Spend so much money on all these..

For the past 19 years.. The most major thing for me to do is to study.. From nursery to kindergarden, primary school to sceondary school.. And now.. Poly.. Now, finish studying poly.. Began to wonder.. What can i do.. What have i been studying for the past 3 years in poly.. Business Information Technology.. Not very into business.. Also not very into information technology.. Neither here nor there.. Stuck in the middle.. Not much i can do too..



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♥ Wednesday, May 6, 2009


I don't know what happened to me lately.. Even though i am very tired, but i can't sleep.. I can lie on the bed at 11 plus, till 3 plus i am still not asleep yet.. And this only reminds me of a word: INSOMNIA..

Although last night i couldn't sleep, and only fell asleep at around 5.. But i had a great dream this morning.. A nice one.. A sweet one.. A dream that i don't want to wake up from.. Hahaha..

To tell the truth, i seriously hope for this dream to become reality, to be true.. =P



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